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                                           antes de dormir, lembrei do poema que devo

                aos meus braços, boca e cama [vazias]

                               tão somente envolvidas pelos lençóis e sonos vis

                                          que dialogam com minha tranquila respiração ofegante

                                          [abraçada, beijada, acariciada apenas pelo silêncio do escuro]

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                                          antes de dormir, lembrei do poema que devo

                ao meu ser arrebatado por dias cheios [de nadas]

                               violentador dos estados intimistas transgressores

                                          afogador dos mais profundos mergulhos existencialistas!

                                          [essência, demência, efervescência]

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                                         antes de dormir, lembrei do poema que devo

                a coragem que me faltou ao amor [nas noites marcadas]

                               quando lançados os dados foram

                                         forjado por subjetividades!

                                         [conversas, risos, lutas]

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                                        antes de dormir, lembrei do poema que devo

                ao tempo com quem troco confidencias [principalmente nas madrugadas]

                               à espera do sol e do passar dos dias sem razões

                                        na contemplação das chamas que há de alguma forma queimar!

                                        [eu-lírico-poesia-utopia]

(Jailma, 27 de Dezembro de 2013)